there is a company which publishes my book. they always back order it, as if anyone else is ordering it besides moi. & they constantly fuck me over. the shipment from three or so weeks ago is still marked as “pending” & i apologize for all of you for having to had to wait for so long for each book. i order them in bulk but they have been gobbled up by you lovely people so i order more & more & they back order. i am in search of a new way to publish.