& out of despair…
i’m terrified. of getting older, and losing the memories that got me here. of spending more time talking about what was, than about what will be. of seeing my hope become regret, and realizing that the worst days behind me are still my best days. of always having that pull in my stomach when i … Read more
chrysalis.
when i get into bed at night, i literally crawl knees up on the bed, arms splayed, searching for the best spot to flop down i scrunch myself into a ball, keeping myself warm rock a little bit to find the mattress’ sweet spot experiement with arm under the pillow; arm out in front of … Read more
